Tuesday, October 15, 2013

My Purpose


Dear Anonymous Reader:



My name is Kara and I am participating in the course, English 4 Enriched, offered at my school.  I have always taken an interest in expressing my thoughts and feelings through literature.  I love how you can see yourself becoming smarter through your writing.  After writing a piece that I put an extreme amount of effort and passion into, I feel satisfied and so uplifted.  As I experience and am exposed to more things throughout my life, my writing becomes stronger.

 
I take much pride in my school and I believe I take advantage of the numerous opportunities offered at West.  Being on a team offers many advantages such learning to work well in a group setting, the feeling of defeat, the feeling of accomplishment, and so many more lessons that can be carried with you for the rest of your life.  When I was younger, I played many sports but never seemed to find one I truly enjoyed.  In my preteen years, I was an avid swimmer and runner.  However, these sports are not overly “team oriented” and I love being on a team because teams have the capability of combining individual strengths to create something fantastic.  I decided to take up field hockey in high school and I wish I would have known 8 years ago how much I am in love with this sport and how dedicated I would become to it.  I breathe field hockey and crave going to practice every day even though I know my body will be pushed to its limits.  Being on a field hockey team has taught me the precision of the sport and how each player on the team is a major asset; we cannot succeed without the full commitment of each player.  I also participate in a few extracurricular activities such as Student Council, the Fresh Start Mentoring Program (a program for incoming freshmen), Science Club, Class Board and Spanish Honor Society.  Being a part of these clubs and organizations does not only look good on college applications, it makes me have a voice.  Being involved in the school makes me really excited and passionate about West.  Between sports and club, I maintain a part time job at a small market in my town.  This can get difficult at times, but I think it’s good to have working experience on a small scale before entering future careers.  During the school year, I only work on weekends but summer I work almost every day.

When I have time, usually over the summer, I like to drink tea and watch documentaries.  I love documentaries, I'm not completely sure why either!  I like to learn new things, and I also like to sound like I know a lot of things (haha).  This summer I went to Disney World with my family.  Honestly, I did not enjoy it.  My family would rather sit around the campfire and go fishing on the lake then go to a glorified theme part.  Although it was a disappointment, I was grateful to have had the opportunity to see this major landmark.  Despite my very busy schedule, my friends and family come before everything else, especially my best friend Anna.  When one is happy, the other is happy.  When one of us is sad, the other is sad.  We do everything together and have been inseparable for nearly 8 years.  We believe we will be friends for the rest of our lives, considering it’s hard to picture our lives without one another.  When I'm older, I'd like to pursue a career in civil engineering (designing structures such as building, bridges, etc.) or something involving law.  Defiantly not a lawyer though, something about lawyers pisses me off.  My parents are also very significant in my life.  They are my biggest fans and have pushed me to succeed my whole life.  They expect a lot out of me and don’t settle for anything less than the best.  When I was younger, I thought this was irritating. But I now appreciate all they have done and all the sacrifices they have made for me. 
 
As a student, my strengths include my strong independence and my persistence.  When working alone, I feel like I can get anything done quickly and without interruption, and of course, my way.  This characteristic can be helpful and it can be hurtful.  When forced to work in a group, I become very bossy and usually end up taking over, this is something I’d like to really work on before exiting high school.  I also am extremely upfront and honest and lack a filter.  If I want to say something, I won't hold back.  Some people like this and some do not but quite frankly I don't care.  My favorite subject in school is math.  As a little girl, I despised math.  I felt like it was so unnecessary and a waste of time.  All this changed when I began to take the time to really understand what I was doing.  My understanding of math made me fall in love with the subject, solving problems and comprehending what the teacher says makes me a little too happy. Throughout middle school and high school, I have maintained Honor Roll status. I have never reached High Honor Roll.  This is my ultimate goal for the remainder of my school career.  I also would like to make it above 50 in my class rank.  Although this is just a number,  it would personally make me feel like all my hard work was worth it.  Junior year is supposedly the hardest year and I fully agree.  Going from Sociology, to Chemistry, to Algebra 2 Trigonometry leaves me brain dead.  I receive more homework than I have ever received in my life.  In fact, I am typing this letter at 2:30 in the morning. Crazy, right?  As long as I stay on top of my assignments and stay after school for help, I believe my junior year will be successful.  Next year I plan on taking a huge sigh of relief because I survived 12 full years of school.  I won’t allow my grades to slip, but I will most definitely relax a bit.

 
I get easily lost in a book.  I can start a book and unknowingly stumble upon the last page in shock because I hadn’t known that I spent a full day reading.  I like reading during the summer if I can find a good book, but I can get bored relatively quickly.  If the cover and first 10 pages don’t appeal to me, I won’t read on. I read twitter every day, embarrassingly for hours and hours. I love twitter because, unlike Facebook, people tweet the most random thoughts and it’s so interesting to read.  During the school year I rarely read because I can’t seem to find the time for it, which is unfortunate because I’m a different person when I’m reading a good book.  I look at things from new perspectives and I grow a connection with the characters.  The best book I ever read was in my English class last year titled, The Catcher in the Rye.  Although I could not fully relate to the main character Holden, I found pieces of myself (I’m sure everyone can) in him.  And those pieces showed me so many things about myself and the people in my life.  The most important thing I ever read was the letter my mom had written to my brother before he left for college.  Although it was not intended for me, it still related to me because I am raised the same as my brother.  I drew many connections and I made many conclusions about the reasoning behind my parent’s madness.  I know that my parents love my brother and I unconditionally, but this letter proved that they love us more than they love themselves.  As a reader, I don’t have many goals unless I’m reading an assigned book.  I’d much rather “choose my own destiny” than try to interpret what the author is trying to express.  The best thing I ever wrote was a poem for my creative writing class about my hammock in my bedroom.  Although I had thought I did, I didn’t know how influential these hanging woven ropes were to me.  My goals as a writer are to become stronger and sound more intelligent.  I love using new strong words and my friends often seek advice for me when they need a certain word or need to get a specific point across.

 have many goals as a writer but am aware that some of the skills I would like to obtain will come naturally throughout my life, they cannot be forced or self-taught.  I’m very much looking forward to my Creative Writing class, English 4 class, and my experience with Mr. Bormann’s class and continuing to let my thoughts unfold and share them with the world.

 
Sincerely,
Kara



 



8 comments:

  1. Kara, I really enjoyed reading this and felt that it really reflects you as a person. Additionally I couldn't agree more with you on basically everything that you wrote. First, just like you I use to be a runner but quickly gave it up to focus my time on team oriented sports such as soccer, for I believe that being apart of a team is such a valuable experience that teaches you so many life lessons that school or your parents can never teach you. I am also glad to hear that you have maintained such a close relationship with Ana throughout the years for I know I could never get through life without Bree by my side. Finally, your not the only one who seems to never have enough time and even though it may seem never ending and stressful its all worth it in the end.

    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. Lauren, I'm glad you agree with me on many things because that confirms that I'm not all that out of the ordinary, hahaha! Something about individual sports is so boring to me, mostly because there is no aggression. Which I personally think the best part about most sports.
      Although I get frustrated because I don't have much time to do things non-school related, I just keep my eye on the prize because I agree that it will all be worth it one day.
      Thanks for commenting Lauren!

      Delete
  2. Field hockey's alright, you should try lacrosse though, I think you'd be great at it. Overally you seem pretty amazing and that George Shea guy seems like a pretty influencial person on your life, even though you don't know why. I mean you should probably try to find out why he has such a big influence on your life soon. Maybe you two should date too, since he does have such a big influence on your life, or maybe not. Anyway, you're amazing.

    Peace.

    ReplyDelete
  3. I love that you are involved in so many things so that your voice can be heard. You really exhibit the whole "be the change you wish to see in the world" idea, which in todays society is rare. More people, including myself, need to start doing this. What is the point of having a good idea if you are not willing to do anything about it? You've made me realize that I need to start being more proactive and start to voice my own thought and opinions and then take action which I think will really help me grow as a person, so thank you for that. I really love that you are brutally honest. I often times find myself questioning the truth behind the things that people say, but I've never found myself doing that with you and that really says something in my mind. I believe that honesty is one of the most important qualities of a person. I feel like you are able to step back and observe things and really appreciate them for what they are and I admire that. Basically, you're a great person and I hope you continue to be your strange self because I enjoy it.

    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. I'm seriously speechless and don't even know how to respond to this. That's one of the greatest compliments I've ever received because I'll never been recognized for these qualities.
      Thank you Maddie

      Delete